Further on the love thing...

Hey,
so I've been real real real mad at myself recently.

Okay so he goes 'who do you fancy', and i lied and said 'ah, just a guy from the other school.' completely lying, of course. I mean, i used to like him but nah.

Great opportunity to say, 'hey i have a frigging major crush on you, and have for like 6 months' but no. nope. to hell with that idea.

anyway.

Lesson from this blog - be confident. tell them. it's better to get them off your chest. And, if you really love them, it shouldn't matter what they think afterwards. They know the truth and that's all that matters.

hope this stops people dong what I did.

But i will tell him. Just, not for a few more weeks.

E xoxo

love or confusion?

hey guys,

so.

as you can see from the title, I'm very confused

i'm not sure, am i feeling love or am i feeling confusion?

this is probably a common feeling when you love someone strongly for the first time, and it probably happens to everyone at some point.

which is why I'm posting this.

the guy that I'm feeling this towards is lovely and he's cool and ugh. i could go on, but he's hurt me. like i'll find myself crying or something just because he is completely oblivious to the fact that i can't live without him.

most of you will think "here we go, another teenage sob story", but actually, he makes it obvious that he cares about me too.

he's just confusing me about it.

its weird, i know. i love someone who will probably have suspicions about it but overall will never know. everyones been here,  know it.

i'll get jealous if he's with another girl, which i hate because i'm not a fan of people who get jealous easily.

i just love him.

and hate him.

see? im confused.

anyway, if anyone here has been through the same, please comment and tell me how you felt and what you did.

thank you,

E, xoxo

I'm New.

Hey guys,

so i thought id start a blog.

you know that way when you are full of things to say but theres no on there to say them to? or when you have sooo many feelings inside that you can only explain to people on paper (or screens)?

well, thats how I'm feeling.

so even if no one reads my blog, I'm still happy because I'm getting my feelings out.

anyway, here are a few things about me

- i love photography
- i play musical instruments
- im a girl. well thats obvious, look at my profile pic.
- and I'm wanting to be a nurse.

so there are a few very relatable things about me (notice the sarcasm)

anyway ill update whenever i feel like what i described before.

E, xoxo